I finally accomplished what I began twenty-two years ago!
At the age of forty, I walked out of the adviser's office of a community college, got into my car and began to sob. I didn't know it at the time but I was overwhelmed with fear. "How was I going to do this? How was I going to begin college again at this age, full-time studies, with three children a mortgage and regular medical attention needed for my children? How was I going to pay for this? "How, How, How?", were the thoughts running through my mind like a herd of wild horses. Who would be able to control these wild beasts? Who could help me?
After a few mins, I became conscious of the fact that they are my thoughts, so it only seemed fitting that I was supposed to control them. The question was - am I going to or not? I had to sit with that for a moment. How was I supposed to control these thoughts? They just appeared on their own. I starting learning a few years back under the guidance of Gary Zukav and Linda Francis that only I could answer the question of "Am I willing to challenge these thoughts that come from fear within myself." I realized that I have been asking these same "How" questions the majority of my life. I didn't know I had the power to change these thoughts, nor that I was creating and making decisions in my life according to these thoughts. As I sat in the car I asked the question of myself. "Am I going to let these feelings of being overwhelmed with fear stop me again from accomplishing a goal I set for myself? Or am I going to override these thoughts and find a way to make it possible to go back into that school and come out a college graduate?" I'm happy to announce I walked in my graduation ceremony with honors today, Jan. 11, 2018. I learned so many things about myself during my time in school that I am excited to share with you now. Emotional Awareness sounds like a simple concept but learning how this can help or hurt you is very helpful in your life.
I will be offering an online course to introduce new tools to help you learn to become aware of the story that does not serve you anymore and what you can do to create from a different place.